Selling My Soul To The Devil

The additional information I had gained from what it would take to apply for NDIS and DSP proved to be handy. Having my childhood diagnosis of ASD, known back then as autism, should help my NDIS cause immensely, however, as per usual, further assessments are required. In this instance, the assessment by an Occupational Therapist which occurs over several sessions to basically see how this 8D soul from Taygeta is coping with the day to day life on the most dense 3D planet in the galaxy.

For DSP there seems to be basic requirements, that is, you need a diagnosis of the condition, evidence you are being treated for the condition, and that the condition is "stabilized" which basically means it is not going to get any better anytime soon, not in two years anyway.

In addition you need evidence that all treatment options have been explored. Unfortunately it doesn't refer to the alternative treatments, herbal medicines, meditation and other practices as these are not recognized here on 3D planet Earth as viable treatments.

However in one the clearest evidence of the collusion between govt and big pharma, being on drugs for these conditions, especially mental health issues, is seen as a viable and indeed necessary option for treatment.

Those who knows me knows of my vehement almost religious-like opposition to taking any drugs from big pharma. It is bad enough to be taking drugs for my heart condition but I can't afford a naturopath to explore any viable alternatives.

Furthermore the psycho-drugs such as anti-depressants and anti-anxiety are addictive. Once you are on those drugs you will never get off them.

So the choice seems to be, six years of poverty, or lifetime addiction to these drugs.

Back in my Christian years I saw that it is commonly believed at least across most evangelical forms of Christianity that the 2nd coming of Christ would occur anytime soon, but preceding this, the Christians would be taken up off this planet in a "rapture" followed by the years of tribulation, 3.5 years or 7 years depending on which Christian group you speak to.

During the tribulation, the Anti-Christ, often referred to as the Beast would arise on the world scene, and be marked by the number 666 - which is actually the number of the Triple Goddess but we're talking about CHRISTIANS here!!!!

The prophecy would be that one would not be able to buy or sell unless you bear this "mark of the beast". So it's either bearing this "mark of the beast" or poverty. However those with this mark of the beast will be sent to Hell upon the 2nd coming of Christ. So either 3.5 years or 7 years of poverty or being sent to Hell at the end of it for "selling your soul to the devil" by accepting this "mark" in whatever forms it takes.

Of course as a Pagan we don't believe in Hell in the biblical context - I always said planet Earth IS Hell cos of being the most dense 3D planet in the galaxy. And we don't believe in the devil or Satan. Paganism generally doesn't subscribe to such dualist ideas - 100% good versus 100% bad with nothing inbetween.

We all know about the Christian bible stating that "witches" would be going to Hell. What is not so well known even by Christians is that the Greek word which translated as "witch" is "pharmakis" - it is where we get the word "pharmacy" referring to where we purchase our drugs including those prescribed by the doctor. So essentially the biblical description of "witch" is someone who deals in drugs, basically, your local pharmacist. So strictly speaking, your local pharmacist is going to Hell.

I am a Pagan not a Christian, and I neither believe in a devil except as personification of Reptilians, nor in the Heaven and Hell doctrine.

Nevertheless, the ideas of taking drugs for my condition just so I can get DSP does seem like selling my soul to the devil. This issue is not appeasing any deity nor abiding by any religious laws, but is in the sacrifice of my belief system. Who am I accountable to for my belief system? Myself!!!

So to be taking drugs as a best chance to avoid six years of poverty, well I am accountable to myself. Six years of poverty is unsustainable. My vehicle needs new brakes, I struggle just to pay the car insurance and rego to appease the finance company. Such a struggle can be kept up for a time, but like a debt bomb, it is bound to explode sooner or later.

This highlights WHY I never wanted to be on govt welfare to begin with. Being dependent on the govt for your income means being beholden to the govt and their agenda. The govt is Reptilian, and drugs are used to keep the population under control. However due to the curse of the Saturn Complex in my chart, and my investments all going pearshaped, I find myself in the unenviable position of being dependent on the govt.

So the choice seems to be....... govt mandated drugs or six years of poverty?

To this end, an appointment with my GP is set. Before that I have my regular appointment with the psychologist next week.